machinations of devilry

o hais a mini hiatus

2008-04-23T22:49:53Z

opps i actually was supposed to post this a few days ago XD

i am/are/is/what taking a mini hiatus because the test that will determine whether i pass or fail chemistry is tomorrow, so yeah, i have been studying and making goat sacrifices to the gods to make sure i pass that shit

so i haven't been ignoring you, i have been staring stupidly at my textbook for hours on end then sneaking online at 1:30AM to make sure the internet didn't explode

so i shall be back saturday(ish) for i need friday to drown my sorrows in chocolate and indulgent fic and basically hyperventilating over the test

speaking of internets exploding, what the fuck is up with that open source boob project

dude that isn't cool, like at all

and finally, apparently cobra starship likes to break the fourth wall, and if you have no idea what i am talking about, vicky t has commented and did a video response to some hatin over at fbr_trash, and gabe apparently did an anon comment to cobra_secret, yeah it seems bandom really is lurking on the internets

so, off to study my ass off some more, and if i don't post again, you know i failed and my mom barbe qued my ass and i am really not joking here

OH YEAH, FORGET TO MENTION, WEATHER, WHAT THE HALE? THIS IS APRIL (WHERE IS THE RAIN? WHERE?!?!?!?), NOT THE MIDDLE OF SUMMER, I ACTUALLY DON'T LIKE SWEATING OUT EVERY DROP OF LIQUID IN MY BODY KTHNXBAI!

MY RAGE IS LARGISH AND RED COLORED

2008-04-18T15:22:45Z

SO APPARENTLY I HAVE TO TAKE BOTH ORGANIC CHEMISTRY AND PHYSICS AND PHYSICS LAB NEXT YEAR, WITH SOME MATH MIXED IN, THAT ONLY LEAVES ME WITH ONE ONE 'FUN' CLASS

I AM GOING TO DIE, DEATH IS ON THE HORIZON FOR ME

AND AND THAT IS NOT THE WORST BIT

OH NO, STONY BROOK HAS IT OUT FOR MY SANITY

YEAH, THAT'S RIGHT, 6 BLOODY HOURS IN A LAB

*INCOHERENT RAGE*

i is bored, so meme-time!

2008-04-17T15:06:48Z

i am bored, therefore i decree it to be meme time across the land

Jenology

ganked from _cherrywolf_

Let others know a little more about yourself, repost this with your name followed by "ology".

TECHNOLOGY
Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer?
** it is actually Panic (nee!) at the disco, in celebration of their new album of awesomeness, but it is probably going to change soon

Q. How many televisions you have in your house?
**three, and i hardly watch TV on any of them *pouts*

BIOLOGY
Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
** right handed, but i can make check marks with me left XD

Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
** besides a few splinters, no

Q. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
** my luggage on sunday, damn that mofo was heavy

Q. Have you ever been knocked out?
** does receiving a concussion but not really going unconscious count?

BULLSHITOLOGY
Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
** NO, cause i know i would get seven kinds of paranoid about it, even if it was 80 years from now

Q. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
** strangely enough i rather like my name ~~my middle name is a different story~~ but if i had to choose, i think the name jacquelyn is pretty bitchin'

Q. What color do you think looks best on you?
** i honestly have no idea, but my mom says i look good in red, so lets go with that

Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item?
** yeah, my tooth when i was seven, not funtimes

DAREOLOGY
Q. Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
** yep, i don't really see the big deal about it

Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
** NO, i kinda like my fingers where they are kthnxbye

Q. Would you never blog again for $50,000
** would it be pathetic of me if i said no XD *is internet junkie*

Q. Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
** LAWLS, NOT IN THIS LIFETIME, seriously, that would be a living nightmare for me

Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
** depends on how hot it is, for I saw 'release the bats' and that boy was reduced to tears and retching, i don't know if i want that to happen to me

Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?
** not a chance

DUMBOLOGY
Q: What is in your left pocket?
** i am wearing basketball short with no pocket *tear*

Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
** I thought it was a neat movie

Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
** both, but i like carpet better, actually now that i think about it, my room is the last room in the house that has wall to wall carpet XD

Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
** stand? o.O

Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
** uno, i am no jon walker

Lastology
Q: Last person who texted you?
** ...*thinks* sarah i believe

Q: Last person who called you?
** Me mum, cause she thinks i am going to get raped and killed in college and calls every day XD

Q: Person you hugged?
** I don't remember and that makes me sad *wants a hug*

FAVORITOLOGY
Q: Number?
** 13, yeah i know, i like living on the edge XD

Q: Season?
** IN THE MIDDLE OF SUMMER!!!

Q: Color?
** bright neon oh my god my eyes they burn green

CURRENTOLOGY
Q: Missing someone?
** mrgh i miss many people

Q: Mood?
** tired like woah

Q: Listening to?
** hellogoodbye, my itunes is on shuffle

Q: Watching?
** this screen, oh snap XD, nothing at the moment SGA latter though

Q: Worrying about?
** WHETHER OR NOT I PASS CHEMISTRY THIS SEMESTER!!!

Q: Wearing?
** me jimjams

RANDOMOLOGY
Q: First place you went this morning?
** the bathroom

Q: What can you not wait to do?
** for it to be may

Q: Do you smile often?
** yes actually, and for some strange reason i find that surprising

Q: Are you a friendly person?
** i try, but more often then not i fail cause i can be kinda shy, and that makes me seem cold

and that was the end of that, come back next for another exciting episode of Jen's life! XDXD

let's try and not fail mkay

2008-04-14T22:03:26Z

my last chem test grade was really really bad, so i think i am going to have to become one with my textbook for the one next week if i want to pass the class, so if i am absentish, don't mind me, i am trying to pass chemistry XD

but knowing myself, that means i will be online for two hours a day instead of like eight XDXD

ahhhhh sometimes i am too much for myself, if that makes any sense whatsoever

any way, nothing spectacularly exciting happened this weekend, i went to a random cousins communion, yum free food XD, and that is about it, my life is so exciting

next weekend will be better though, i am going to NY comic-con with sarah on saturday, and i will spend a lot of money on things i don't need, but i will cherish them forever XD

my weekend would have been even better if neil gaiman, who is going to be there, would be there for MORE than just an event on friday night that you have to pay extra for *WEEPS* I WANTED TO SEEE HIM!!!! /whine XD

pretty. odd. still owns my soul, and i am slowly typing up my review for it ~~lies all lies, i haven't touched it in a week, but i shall finish it someday XD~~ and let me say a belated HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENDON URIE, DON'T DIE OF ALCOHOL POISONING!!! and have you seen that pics form the party? what the hale happened to spencer? i think some boy from the 60s/70s knocked him out and pretended to be him, cause damn, hippy much XD

and well, i think i might try my hand at bandslash

NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! *apocalypse happens* XD

but if i do, it is going to take me forever to type up/finish, cause of course my idea is a complicated AU that includes every one and their auntie from bandom, ARGH, ah well, i shall persevere :P

i am still watching stargate atlantis like my life depends on it, funitmes in space, that is all i am saying XD *hearts rodney*

and i am still obscenely behind on naruto, and my room mate tells me that the new chapters are made of win and cake, so i have to get on that

so off to study and hopefully not fail, hopefully

time to get my geek on

2008-03-28T18:31:58Z

i bought the tickets for comic-con NY today for me and sarah, i can't wait *dances* god i am going to spend a ridiculous amount of money there, but as long as i am happy ^_^

and there is one other thing i am excited about for comic con besides the chance to spend money on anime related things

NEIL GAIMAN IS GOING TO BE THERE!!! I MAY HAVE TO RESTRAIN MYSELF FROM DECLARING MY LOVE FOR HIM!!! OR OFFERING MY HYPOTHETICAL CHILDREN TO HIM!!! UGH, IF I SEE HIM I CAN GUARANTEE I WILL FLAIL AT HIM!!!!!!!

*FLAILS*

:D :D

okay i am good now XD, but anyway, i still haven't gotten my copy of Pretty. Odd. yet, but I will tomorrow!!! *dances* *panics at the disco* XDXD

right, now for ranty time: WHY MUST YOU BE MEAN TO ME CRUNCHYROLL!!!??!! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO TAKE AWAY YOUR MANGA SECTION???? UGH *GRRR* now i have to read my stuff at onemanga, and they are kinda slow *weeps* and just when i decided to catch up on naruto too, oh well i will just read the remaining 80 or so chaps i have left some where else :P

sooo..how has my life been this week? well..i had to forcefully separate my self from the internet to study for a test *is such an addict* so sorry for not being very commenty, i was freaking out over my chem test of doom that i took last night, and yeah, i have no idea how i did, cause whenever i say WOW I DID GOOD! i fail horribly, so i am not saying anything XD, but other than that i have spent the last week listening to Goodbye Blues by the hush sound (WHICH I STILL LOVE LIKE BURNING, EXPECT A PROPER REVIEW SOMEDAY) and a fever you can't sweat out by PATD in gearing up over P.O., ugh i love their precious faces

so, how is everybody this week? is life spamming you with annoying nonsense, or has everything been jon walker chill this week? :

luck of the 1/8th irish

2008-03-17T20:14:23Z

apparently today is st. patrick's day? i was not aware of this fact till an hour ago *hangs head in shame* XDXD oh well, it's not like i can go and celebrate it:P

here i found this at falloutboylove

Just to let all your hearts know, FOB will be playing a special concert in Antarctica on March 25. there will be a guinness world record recorder to record the feat in its entirety.

first band to play on all seven continents.

i wonder if this was pete's crazy idea he mentioned on his blog

now i know what peet wentzface was being cryptic about, and dammit now i want pictures of them frolicking with penguins, which i think would make me combust from the cute, for I LOVE penguins *hearts*

also apparently they are playing the soon to be released Panic (!) at the disco album Pretty. Odd. at peet wentz's dive bar Angels and Kings tomorrow night, and i kinda really want to go, argh why can't the legal drinking age be 18? srsly i live in NYC and i have the address, but i don't have the age *tear* ah well, no use whining over it

yep spring break is shaping up to be a week of studying and reading, wow my life is a constant dance party XDXD hopefully life will get more interesting soon-ish

good news is that the hush sound's new album is coming out tomorrow and i will brave the public transportation system of my fair city to pick it up, and i have heard many awesome things about it, so that should be good, and now i just need to find PATD box set and my life would be complete XDXD

oh yes, nearly forgot, i have finally caught up on Bleach, and let me say I HAVE RENEWED MY LOOOVVVEEE!!! I love nell like burning!!! i actually kinda like grimmjaw!!!! KENPACHI!!!!!! I WANT CHAP 314!!! yeah....and i plan to spend the rest of this week catching up on Naruto and Full metal alchemist, i have oh about 150 chaps between the two to read, i think i might be able to get through them XDXD

is it spring break tiem yet?

2008-03-13T23:45:57Z

one more day till spring break *dances*

but alas I have three midterms after the break, so that means that i have to lug three very heavy textbooks home by train, and actually look at them *weeps*

any hoodles, i have been trying to catch up on Bleach (the manga) and i have read 25 chapters in about a day and a half, and let me tell you I HAVE BEEN MISSING OUT PEOPLE, WHEN DID BLEACH GET THIS AWESOME AGAIN?!?!?! but i am not done yet (only up to chap 280) but still, it is awesomesauce

and my plans for over the break will be to pick up The Hush Sounds's new CD (or effort if you are justin from MCS XD) Goodbye Blues, which comes out on tuesday and i demand that you all go and buy it XD, i also plan to FINALLY catch up on Naruto (which will take forever for i am 90 chaps behind) and then watch the 2nd season of house and maybe the 1st season of roswell, wow i lead such an exciting life, and is it pathetic of me to be looking forward to the break so that i can actually get a good night's sleep? cause i have been making romantic mooning sighs for my bed at home XD, oh my comfy bed, how i miss thee ~le sigh~

so yeah, i was bored today, and was tagged, so here are three memes

The Favorite things meme

what is your favorite...

colour: neon green

spice: uhhh…does garlic count? XD, um then paprika I guess

scent: vanilla, limes, coconut, lemon, olive oil, just not all at the same time XD

ice-cream flavour: chocolate chip cookie dough

fruit: Clementine's, cherries, kiwi

city: london and new york, and tokyo

season: summer

time of day: early till late afternoon

flower: daffodil and gerber daisies

landscape: anything with bright colors

gemstone: ~~diamonds~~ I actually do think diamonds are pretty, but I love emeralds and sapphires and opals ~~cause birthstone~~ .

animal: wolf, horse, tiger, killer whale, shark, gee I really don’t go for the cute cuddly ones do i?

bird of prey: red tailed hawk ~~tobias!~~ peregrine falcon, those fuckers are fast

insect: fireflies and butterflies, or if you prefer flutterbies XD

sea creature: killer whale, dolphin, tiger sharks

tree: cherry blossoms

cuisine: I like every thing, I don’t discriminate XD, ummm…italian I guess

dessert: popcorn, cannolis, ice cream, chocolate, pie crust, and so much more

sport: To play, volley ball, tennis, and soccer, to watch um hockey is fun XD

number: 13 and 18

subject in school: history, science, lunch, gym class (I really did XD) music

way to spend an evening: watching movies with friends

way to spend a day: gallivanting some where with friends

way to spend a date: ....

winter activity: playing on the snow

spring activity: out doors things

summer activity: vacation, camp *tear*, swimming

autumn activity: dance class, avoiding school XD

style of music: everything except country and hip hop, but really the rock, pop, pop punk, dance, techno area of the map

genre of book: anything except biographies XD, centers around fantasy and sci fi, and action, and comedy, and I just like books dammit

type of movie: comedies, action, adventure, sci fi and fantasy

style of art: realistic, cartoon, surreal

style of dress: as in style of clothing on myself?, shorts and a t-shirt, on other people, I have a thing for swishy skirted dresses and lace bodices, it must be the history geek in me XD

cocktail: are margaritas considered a cocktail?

memory: london vacation, warped '05, YWT, will be the two days of awesome in may

board game: cranium, is taboo considered a boardgame?

card game: spit

weather: sunny, slight breeze, a few little puffy clouds

religion: um… paganism? Greek gods and stuff, shinto is pretty neat too

hobby: Reading and dancing, and playing music

mythological creature: unicorn, dragon, phoenix

planet: pluto, wait oh snap XD

historical period: ummm…wrong q to ask me, I have a lot, um egypt, ancient greece and rome, middle ages, renaissance, regency, baroque, victorian ~~steam punk~~, 1920s and 30s, the 60s, now XDXD

body modification (includes hair dye, piercings, etc): tattoos and hair dye

sleeping position: curled up on side with stuffed animals

swimming stroke: flailing XD, naw um....the butterfly?

method of travel: airplanes, I love air planes XD

word: I have a lot, but off the top of my head: splendiferous or resplendent

quality in yourself: my craziness

quality in someone else: Sense of humor ~~hotness~~

decorating style: crazy colors

literary character: jesus ask me which kid is my favorite next why doncha? Havelock vetinari from discoworld would rank pretty damn high if I had to really pick

historical figure: Odysseus maybe, queen elizabeth the first and joan d’arc

myth (Greek, Native American, African, etc.): the trojan war

fairytale: is peter pan considered a fairy tale?

girly thing to do: swoosh around with a large billowy skirt

place to shop: the books store, and new york city

Tagged by periculosa

List your 5 favorite bands, then list your 5 favorite songs from each band. Tag 5 people to do the same.

1. My Chemical Romance
House of Wolves
Thank You for the venom
Heaven Help US
I'm Not Okay
Headfirst for Halos

2.Fall Out Boy- this one is pretty damn hard, for i can't remember which song is which very well
Saturday
The (after) life of the party
Dance Dance
hum Hallelujah
I've Got A Dark Alley and a Bad Idea that You Should Shut Your Mouth (or "that song" if you are me and can't remeber all these long ass titles XD)

3. Motion CIty Soundtrack
Everything is alright
the futre freaks me out
captial H
antonia
broken heart

4. Panic (!) at the disco XD
Nine is the afternoon (this song is fucking catchy XD)
time to dance
when the day met the night
camisado
I Constantly Thank God For Esteban

5. uhhhh...i have like three bands tied for this spot, but i am going to put Cobra Starship, for the have danced there way into my heart XD
The city is at war
the church of hot addiction
guilty pleasure
pop punk is soooo '05
bring it (snakes on a plane) i really couldn't help it, this song is like a parasite and latched onto my brain XD

uh...i for one hate to choose and tag people, so free for all i say!!!

tagged by joyinthedance

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your Live Journal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.

1. Nine in the afternoo-Panic (!) at the disco- I WANT THERE ALBUM NOOOOOOOOWWWW!!! (BUT I WILL SEE THEM IN MAY!!!!) yeah, also i love the the piano and the horns and the strings and the lyrics make sense and are just so....!!!! And the video is amazing, i love things that don't really make sense, yet it does in a way (if you tilt your head to the side and stick out your tongue XD)

2. G.I.N.A.S.F.S.-Fall Out Boy- i just recently ~acquired~ this song, and it makes me a very sad panda that it took me so long to hear the awesomeness that is this song, it is a love song that makes my heart dance around and have big anime heart eyes, that's all i am saying XDXD

3. Guilty Pleasure- Cobra Starship-GABE CAME HERE TO MAKE YOU DANCE TONIGHT! i love the dancy ness of viva la cobra, with the keyboards, and i love the guitar in this too, and have you seen the video? just *LOVE*

4. Tonight Tonight (cover by Panic (!) at the disco)-original artist-the smashing pumpkins, i am just now sticking my head in the awesome that is the smashing pumpkins, but i have heard this song before and have loved it, and when i saw that panic did a cover i was all over it like peet on patrick, and the cover is so amazingly awesome, and it sounds so much like the actual song, and i think bden does the song justice with his vocals

5.That Time-Regina Spektor- I love regina spektor (she would be #6 in that list above if they asked) and this song is just so quirky and weird, which i love, and the words and how she goes form really loud to really soft, you can see her having a lot of fun singing this song

6.Don't Stop the music-Rihanna- this song makes me dance, it comes up on my ipod, i get up and start to jive, the beat shakes my bones, my feet will not stay still for this song, proven fact XD

7. Momentum-The Hush Sound- I really could have just said there two albums and leave it at that, all there songs are just so awesome, I have had there CDs on repeat for the past two weeks, I am in love and i am not afraid to admit it (AND I AM SEEING THEM IN MAY, *DANCES*)

and i tag those who want to partake in the memenage, cause i really don't feel like picking people *cop out* XDXD

well, that made me less bored for a good ten minutes XD

now off to read bleach :D

my internet luck, so bad

2008-03-10T23:25:27Z

WHY DO YOU HATE ME INTERNET!!!

*SHAKES FIST* *SHOUTS OBSCENITIES*

seriously for the past month my internet connection has been so bad, (which is why i have been lax on commmenting, CAUSE IT KEPT BOOTING ME OFF *FROTHS AT MOUTH*)

just grrrr *wentzface* XDXD

anyway this weekend was mostly funtimes.

I went the ridiculously long distance ~~across the street XD~~ to sarah's house on friday, we watched 'Amelie' which is that random french movie that was up for a bunch of academy awards a few years ago, i really really love that movie, if i ever were to create a movie ~~may the world fear that thought XD~~ it may look something like that :D

on saturday me and sarah went to the mall, it was great fun, talked about the most random things, made really bad jokes XD, the usual, i bought 'release the bats' which is pete wentz's video of stupid pranks, and it is kinda awesome, if you have a strong stomach. I also bought the movie 'stardust' (which i watched later with my mom) i luff that movie, not only because it was such an awesome neil gaiman book (cause there are differences), but because it is so hilarious, and having a crossdressing gay sky pirate will never get old. I also bought a pair of really neat lime green skull candy headphones. What i didn't get to buy was panic! at the disco's box set thaty i kinda really want, alas, i have only seen it online for like $100, hmmm, oh well. anyway on the way home it was like a hurricane, with the torrential rain and the howling wind, but we persevered, and i made this great joke using a p!atd lyric "the weather doesn't give a damn about you" ahhh good times XDXD

later i went to this st patrick's day thing at my church with magdi and her brother rich (not to be confused with my brat if a brother rich XDXD) and yeah we didn't have real deep conversations about the state of the economy, but whatever we had fun anyway, we basically made funny noises, quoted sponge bob, and danced like idiots, but it was still very funtimes. we also decided to relive our child hood by trying to remember all the handgames we used to play, like 'slaps' and 'ms mary mack', and the one that has to do with pizza and you sit in a circle, yeah i don't really remember that one XD

sunday was a bit of a crap day, i was woken up by my mother screaming at my brother, and my brother was a complete brat, and i literally had to sit on him to get him to do his hw, which took two and a half hours for three pages of simple hw, i then had to clean the kitchen floor and then i had to run out of the house to my aunt's car for a ride to the train will still dripping wet from the shortest shower known to man /whine yeah it was not fun

but my day was made better by the existence of these two videos:

1)brendon urie singing britney never gets old

2) video for 'guilty pleasure' by cobra starship, i would gladly sell my soul to cobra starship, they are made of win

hello everyone! my name is charlie bartlett!

2008-03-02T01:10:35Z

this week has sucked, like a lot

but all that was erased with my chem lab on thursday, cause guess what?

I GOT TO MAKE SILLY PUTTY!!!! FOR A GRADE!!!!! \o/

god i love chem lab ~~but hate lecture~~ and yeah, lab was pretty bitchin, except for the fact i ruined two of my test tubes fucking around with some polymers *weeps* alas....i was doing what the instructed, but after i did that part, then they said to not use the test tubes because the polymer stuff doesn't come out jkfwdlfsdjlkfdskjl yeah

so the rock gods may not hate me after all, but i am not saying any thing specific because i don't want to jinx myself, cause that would be very bad, so if i seem cryptic, i have reasons to be, that i will explain in ooo about three months from now XDXD

today i saw the movie 'charlie bartlett' with magdi and vicky, and i have to say that it was an awesome movie, it was a "teen" movie, but it wasn't, wow that was descriptive XD okay it was about this kid that got kicked out of all these private schools for getting into trouble, but he is a nice kid who justs wants to help people and be popular, so he kinda becomes the shrink for his new public school, and yeah its kinda awesome, but i don't want to spoil it

so apparently the prince of tennis manga has just officially ended and that makes me a very sad panda, and slightly paranoid cause i really really don't want to be spoiled till i am up to it ~~which will be in five years the rate i am going~~ XD so yeah

i also really want the last three episodes of oofuri to be fansubbed, cause really they left ep 23 at a cliffhanger ~~even though i know what happens cause i have read the manga, but still~~ and and yeah its been like a month and half *whines* I WANT MY GAYSEBALL!!!!

lately i have been very into bandom, for example in the past week i have read at least 100 bandom related stories, so yeah i think i have a new obsession, excpet i won't gone near the fandom with a ten foot pole cause it seems to be steeped in wankery, and i am already part of some very wank-fested fandoms ~~naruto and harry potter~~ so i don't need more. But let me just say this, i love band AU, they come up with the weirdest shit, i think some one took a list of 80s movies and just decided to base all stories on them, it is kinda awesome.

fic rec:My favorite fic this week was an AU wing!fic with MCR, where Mychem was formed and stuff (with out frank) and toured but broke down because of gerard's problems, but then one day frank crashes into gerard's house and he is an angel and yeah made of win and puppies, the fic is on insane journal but here is the author's journal with the tag for the series, i command you to read it (its frank/gerard btw XDXD)

oh yeah, last chance for you to ask for a pic of something for the photo meme (and if you have no idea what i am talking about, here is what the meme is about: Make me take pictures. Ask me to take a picture of whatever you want, from my favorite spot in the house to the mug I usually drink my coffee from, blah di blah. You can ask me to photograph as many things you want, the more the better)

bombasticduck @ 2008-02-25T20:13:00

2008-02-26T01:21:31Z

so sorry that i haven't been around all that much lately, but college is kicking my ass, and also my insomnia is in full effect, so for the last week i have looked like an extra from the night of the living dead, ah well, hopefully i can sleep tonight.

so yeah, i'm still alive (barely)

and i just wanted to say that the rock gods hate me, they really really do, i will elaborate on that fact when i don't feel like i have been hit by a train

one day i will get to see all the concerts that i want to, one day

oh yeah, there was an armed gunman on my campus today (i go to stony brook if you didn't know)

yeah, that was funtimes /sarcasm

okay it really didn't affect me much, cause i was in class, but they locked down the building i was in till some one gave the okay

but the thing that is bothering me is that they didn't catch the guy, sooo wtf? is it safe to walk around? seriously i kinda don't want to get shot shuffling to class tomorrow

ah well XD

oh chemistry, why?

2008-02-20T01:32:26Z

i really shouldn't even be online right now, I have a chemistry test of doom that i should be stuying for, but really, why? i am starting to see that there really is no point for me to do it, but whatever, I will try not to bomb it too badly

ok chem emo-ing besides

I would like to say hello to galenhiril, welcome to crazy town! XDXD

I think i have fallen in love with cobra starship even more. I watched a couple of videos they had up over at friendsorenemies.com, and just omg they are such goof balls, AND THEY PLAY CRANIUM!!!! i think i am in love :D *fangs up* XDXD

i have also added even more pictures to my ridonkulously long picspam of doom that really should have been done months ago, but come on, i needed more pictures of jon walker, for yeah, he is awesome in sexy man form

i have also come to realize i still haven't written up concert reviews for motion city soundtrack and fall out boy, and i both saw them in november, fail jen, fail hardcore XD

OH OH guess what? i might be able to see p!atd in may, might being the key word right now, but still there is a chance!!! (the might thing is a long and complicated story that we will not get into right now)

and even if i don't get to go ~~which will break my heart and shatter it into little tiny pieces~~ i can instead go to bamboozle to see cobra starship and mindless self indulgence, so in may i will go to a concert, i just don't know which one yet XDXD

i went over to sarah's house friday (because my mom was hanging out with her mom and yeah XD) and we watched 'clerks' (first time for me) and wow....that movie...yeah, necrophilia? not my cup of tea XDXD but i have to say that it is really funny and just so random

i am two episodes away from finishing my newest obsession, which is the anime oofuri (shortened from something long and japanese XDXD) which to put it bluntly is about gayseball XDXD (or baseball if you are not fluent in slashese XD), serisouly the gay is almost canon, but it is so much love, and i just want to squish the main character mihashi and keep him forever because he is just so cute :D and i have also picked up eyeshield 21 and kat somethingsomething hitman reborn and sayonara zetsubou sensei and gintama, so i am pretty much screwed for every getting caught up in anything XDXD WHY MUST I PICK UP NEW SERIES EVERY FEW DAYS, WHY??? XD

okay here is a cool meme that i have ganked from citylightsxx

Make me take pictures. Ask me to take a picture of whatever you want, from my favorite spot in the house to the mug I usually drink my coffee from, blah di blah. You can ask me to photograph as many things you want, the more the better

Do it! It shall be fun!

i am going to post the results in about a week, so i can have pictures from both my college area and home (so keep in mind that i am at college more than i am at home) so come on, ask away :D

nine in the afternoon~~~

2008-02-12T01:06:48Z

panic! at the disco wins at life, i lovetheir new video for 'nine in the afternoon' it is so something i would do for that song, it was amazing, and they all look so GAH, brendon and ryan and spencer and jon are love, and i really really hate the fact that i can't see them in may, for i have fallen more in love with them, and i can't see them, but that video, the animal masks, the parade, the clocks, the pajamas, and the ryan/brendon moment at the end, and the hugs and the smiles and and...okay i think you might have surmised that i loved the video XD

is it just me, or is the next ice age coming? i nearly froze to death today, seriously, i have been in my dorm for a half an hour, and i finally have feeling in all my appendages.

*shivers* winter...so...cold...>.<

but any way, yeah last week was my mom's first chemotherapy thing for colon cancer round two, and it was not funtimes in my house this weekend because of it. I (gladly) became her slave and all, i even folded my own laundry to put in my suitcase (the only reason i don't do this everytime is that i fail at clothes folding and they always turn out wrinkled which annoys my mom, so she does it because wrinkles are the enemy) but richard was such a brat this weekend, but yeah, one good thing that happened this weekend was that i finally finally beat the two judges in the dreadnought leviathan level in final fantasy XII, it took weeks(ends) of training to do, and well...is it weird that i am so proud that i did it XD, but i pwned their asses :D fear my button mashing you fiends!!!

okay, when things get very not funtimes, i usually turn to my favorite links and sites to cheer me up, so i thought, why don't i share them with you people, for there is something hear for every one XDXD

my fanfiction.net profile ignore my actual stories, for they are crap, and head on over to my favorites list, which includes things from bleach, harry potter, naruto, prince of tennis, tamora pierce, and...etc. you get the idea, but i must warn you the ration of het to slash leans towards het, but there are some very good slash stories in there, such as the bleach drabbles collection which is mostly slash and very very good *recommends* XD.

my youtube profile favorites list has music stuff (fall out boy, mcr, panic at the disco), anime stuff (naruto opening etc) video game stuff (FFXIII trailer etc.) and werid random stuff (charlie the unicorn, the german forklift video, shoes) just go and take a look, i think everybody can find something

my fictionpress profile i have put nothing up there (cause i am lazy) but my favorites list has some good stuff, all het stories, for the slash stories on fictionpress are really really bad, and yeah, they are all really good stories there and i heart them muchly

neil gaiman’s blog i may or may not stalk this man XD, but he is awesome and great, and puts up a lot of cool things

manga scanlations where i find most of my manga

my devart favorites list original art creations and fan art from all fandoms, all very very good

things my girlfriend and I have argued about little anecdotes by this guy about well things he and his girlfriend argue about XD, all really really funny :D

and then comes my del.icio.us list and it is not an innuendo XD, for those of you who have no idea what del.icio.us is, it is a site that acts as a ...kinda like livejournal memories do, if you sign up, they put two buttons on your tool bar, one that take you to your favorites list, and the other one is to tag the page your on, and you can give it things like lj tags to group favorite and you can give it a little description, it is a neat site for my favorite list is far far to long and i realy don't like the lj memories system, so most of the things on there are stories written on livejournal, it also acts like a rec page too if you want to see it that way, and BTW 50% of the stuff here is bandom related, just so ya know XD

so there ya go, these are a few of my favorite things ~~cream colored ponies and crisp apple strudels~~ XDXD

doing absolutely nothing can be so much fun

2008-02-06T16:58:26Z

I had a wickedly awesome day yesterday, and i have no idea why, so now i am a little paranoid that this week is going to get shot to hell, but whatever, i'll survive, hopefully.

yesterday I woke up at a reasonable hour (9:52AM, cause i am a rebel like that, oh what joys i would have if i could set my alarm clock to include like 47 seconds to that time XD) and i wasn't all that tired, even though i went to bed hella late cause i had to do my chemistry home work (that i actually knew how to do!!!! :D :D) so i had about an hour to get to class, so i then proceeded to have a breakfast that consisted of doritos and water, and watched another cracktastic episode of prince of tennis ~~with yamato-bucho in it, who in my opinion is kinda like gabe from cobra, the pedo XD~~ and then in the remaining time i read some panic! at the disco jon/spencer slash (and it was really good too), god i wish i can start every morning like that

then i had math Recitation, which i didn't do the home work for, and there was a quiz that i knew was coming that i didn't study for, you would think that was a recipe for disaster, but nope, i aced the mofo of a quiz! *fist pump* \o/ see, it was a good thing that i had AP calc last year, and messed up on the stony brook placement test, that means that i already know all the shit they are teaching me *dances*

then i had a nice leisurely lunch in the union building, while grooving to cobra starship and the donnas, i was this close to flaily dancing there too, cause cobra is good at its mission, they really want to make you dance, but i resisted the urge.

then i had chem Recitation, which i had the homework for, and i brought the book too, and i had a bit of a blond moment and did not sit down at the right table, but that was okay, the people at my new table are so much more fun, there was this rocker guy from last semesters lab class, and this really sarcastic asian girl and guy that were so much fun to watch, and I actually knew what we were doing to!!! i am so going to ace this thermodynamics crap!!!!!

then i had GLS 102, which is the class last week that i kinda skipped by accident, but i went this time!!!! and i lied to the teacher and told her that i was very sick last week, and she totally accepted it, we then watched this interesting video on how english has become the neutral global language, and then she proceeded to talk for an hour about it, the class isn't that bad, but does it really need to be two hours long? and there are only eight people in the class, agh i hope that doesn't mean i have to talk, anyway my teacher is the head of the indian studies department and held the class in her department office, and her secretary/patsy is this kinda hot scottish guy, and let me tell you, i kinda go a bit mushy when vaguely cute people have accents, so i think i may like this class, just a little bit XD the only thing i didn't like about the class was that it was on the fifth floor of the library and that i had to take the elevator, and let me tell i thought that elevator was going to do a tower of terror thing with how it moved, so i don't know if going to take it next week. but walking up five floors *whines* well we will see

so i had some time before my music class, so i went to the library's computer room and read some more panic! at the disco slash, and it was so hard not to burst out giggling at some parts for some of these stories are really really funny. so after an amusing 40 miuntes of doing nothing i slogged over to the staller center for my music class.

it was an okay class, but we are learning stuff i already know, so i kinda figured it wouldn't be all that interesting in the beginning, but oh well, then after class i got dinner and brought it back to my dorm, and let me tell you me and my room mate kim have developed an addiction to these haagen daaz chocolate covered ice cream pop OMG they are sooooo good, so of course i bought one, the only thing is that i have to eat the pop first before it melts, so i always smile because i am having my dessert before my dinner, and if my mother knew, she would roast me alive XDXD

while i munched happily on my chocolate thing, relishing in the fact that i had no home wrok to do, i watched another episode of oofuri, this really cute baseball anime and i just want to hug the beejesus out of the main character, he is so cute, and another episode of prince of tennis (this one was even more crack then the last one, they saved there friends from a bear by playing tennis at it, and the bear turned out to be a robber in a furry suit, and let me just say what the fuck prince of tennis people, just wut?)

and then for reasons beyond me, me and kim started to talk about the magic school bus, and for the life of me, I can't remember why, any way, talking about that lead to talking about captain planet, yeah i don't know why either, but any way, did you know they are making a live action captain planet? i am so going to see that shit, even though it probably going to be a bad movie, but come on, its captain planet!!! XD and then i was feeling all nostalgic, so i you tube'd the phrase 90s cartoons, and a couple of "best of 90s cartoon intros" and things like that popped up, so you know i watched that XD, we spent a good hour watching and laughing at these things, oh it brought back so many memories, i seriously forgot about half of these shows, such as doug (WHICH I LOVED WITH A PASSION WHEN I WAS LITTLE), rocko's modern life *hearts*, angry beavers, animanics, pinky and the brain, and of course they had hte first pokemon opener, adn you know i was belting that song "i wanna be the very best, like no one every was, to catch them is my real test, and to train them is my cause~~~~" yeah...XD oh god i miss the old cartoons *tear*

and then i watched another enjoyable episode of baccano, which is an anime set in the 1920s-1930s america, and you may not know this about me, but i love that era, and i have a strange fascination with the mafia, speak easies, flappers, and such like, which is probably one of the reasons i love panic! at the disco so much, and then i watched another episode of hana kimi, which is omg so much love, just every thing about that show is fantastic, the guys are all hot, the show is really funny, and they have one of the main guys crushing on the cross dressing girl, so he keeps randomly shouting "i am not a homo!!", and then they have this so out of the closet he is in the next prefecture gay guy casuing so much trouble for his crush because he is a flirt who is surrouded by girls, and then there is the very sarcastic gay doctor at the school, and then there is shirota yuu, and he needs no reason to be awesome XD

i have no idea why i have such an obsessive fan girl crush on shirota, maybe because he is a giant goof ball in real life, and i have always fallen for the funny guys, or maybe the fact that he was tezuka in the tenimyus and tezuka is my favorite character ever, but any way, i have an interesting thing going with him, it is kinda like my thing with peet wentz, i want to jump his bones, but i also want to shove him at patrick (with pete) or with shirota i want to shove him at aiba hiroka, who is the person who plays fuji in the tenimyus, i have seen the backstage videos, they act fantastically gay with each other, it si kinda awesome, okay enough about pretty japanese people XD

then with my remaining time i read even more panic! at the disco slash, and omg it is making me love them even more, which is making me very very sad/mad that i can't see them in may, it is also making me mad the i missed the nothing rhymes with circus tour, but oh well, i can't travel back in time yet XD

and i also may or may not have fallen in love with jon walker, maybe XD

any way here is a funny video that i found when i was dancing around with panic:

pete wentz at the san diego zoo that is all you need to know, just watch it XD

Oh yeah, my mom is starting chemo today, so if you want to, you don't have to but, if you feel like, maybe say a little pray for her? Cause this is a new style of chemo, that she has to stay in the hospital over night for cause people have had allergic reactions too, and well, it would be nice if every thing goes right for her, and yeah, it is chemo, and i hope it works

and there you go, my day in three pages XD, god why am i so verbose? XDXD

procrastination is my special attack

2008-02-05T02:06:15Z

Today I turned on my computer at 5:30PM all well intentioned to start my home work, and wow look at the time, almost 9PM,

so jen, have you finished all your home work?

my answer:....um....well, I can explain >.<

oh dear

you know its bad when it is only a week into the semester and your thoughts look something like this: "home work is for the weak, i have 78 more episodes of prince of tennis to watch, priorities people!" XDXD

cause you see, instead of doing anything productive this week, i caved to peer pressure and signed up for crunchyroll, which is a youtube-esque site that hosts asian...things XD

weeelll the good news is, i have picked up about 12 new awesome things to watch (for example, i have found the live action sailor moon (again for youtube is a ho and took it down) which is much crack and awesome, and some really cheesy j-movies that are love, the lovely complex live action movie, oofuri (*hearts mihashi* aw i just want to squish him :D), and the live action japan version of the hana kimi drama, which for the record the only reason i started to watch it is because i have a huge fangirlish crush on shirota yuu, who is not even a main main character, but the series is hilarious and so very crack that it has found a special place in my heart XD) and baccano, which so far is pure awesome with a fanatstic jazz riff XD) well you get the idea

the bad news, "um, what is this thermodynamics garbage, and why do we need to know it?" there goes my chem grade, or in math "reimanns sums you say? been there done that, sleepy tiem nowai plz" even though i forgot how to do them

and that isn't even the worst thing i have done to avoid hw, oh no, i actually started another community (hopefully this one will work better) more details to follow when i get the place gussied up and purty like, and figure out how to make a banner for it *fails at paintshop* XD (and for those who were wondering, it is a naruto oriented thing, so yeah, not a lot of you will be interested in that, but ah well, it shall be grand and epic)

and i am concentrating more on figuring out how to defeat the boss in final fantasy XII (and how the limit break system works, seriously, it is harder to understand then my chem text book) then on anything remotely school related

oh this will be a grand semester, won't it

oh one more thing, for those of you who read the georgia nicolson seris (by louise renninson) (books like angus, things,and full frontal snogging) and if you haven't you really should it is hilarious and so very very british, well, here is the movie trailer

i don't know if i should be excited or horrified....alas

in which i fail at life and rant about stuff

2008-01-30T01:48:13Z

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argh!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY AM I SUCH AN IDIOT, WHY?! AND WHY DO I HAVE SUCH BAD LUCK?!?!?!?!?!?

okay, today was my first meeting of my GLS class, i was all set to go, was even sitting in the lobby of the building for a half an hour because my class before let out early, so its time i went to the room, it was locked and the lights were out, okay then i said, so i then stumbled around the building, gave it a few minutes and then went back, still locked, so i thought that maybe by a divine act of god my class was canceled, but oh no it wasn't

here is a little fact about me, i am minorly dyslexic, and most of the time this problem appears in numbers, so when i went back to my dorm i looked up the room number online, I GOT THE NUMBERS SWITCHED UP!!!

i had room 1034 on my written schedule i made, the actually room was 1043, but by the time i figured it out, i was 30 minutes late, and i thought it would be a wasted effort and i didn;t go back to the right class

BUT ARGH!!!, WHY ME? WHY DOES ALL THE WEIRD CRAP HAPPEN TO ME?

okay, new rant

for those who don't know, panic at the disco are headlining the honda civic tour, with motion city soundtrack and the hush sound, so okay i love panic and motion city, and the hushies don't sound to bad, so me and sarah were planning on going, and i thought that the tour would be late spring early summer and that i would go, easy as pie, right?

wrong

IT'S MAY 7!!!! A WEDNESDAY NIGHT AT ROSELAND!!!! I CAN'T GO BECAUSE OF MY NEW SCHEDULE AND THE FACT THAT MY MOM WOULD KILL ME BECAUSE THE ONLY WAY I COULD GO IS THAT I SKIP CLASS, BUT HSE WOULD KNOW BECAUSE SHE HAS A COPY OF MY SCHEDULE /capslock abuse

*weeps* i really really wanted to goooooooooo, its not faaaiiiirrrr /whines

new rant (yeah there is more XD)

MY CD ROM ISN'T WORKING, AGAIN!!!!! SO I CAN WATCH MOVIES!!! ARGH ARGH ARGH

new rant

chem 132 will be the death of me, that is all

things that make my day a little bit brighter in this torrent of emo:

1) the words moniker and shenanigans, don't they sound so cool?

2) the sentence: prone to dramatic displays of self concealment, it just sounds really cool to me, and i don't know why

3) prince of tennis and all of its cracktastic physics defying glory

4) the community ljdq

5) the first episodes of baccano and gintama, they both look awesome, and i will drown my sorrows in more episodes of them

6) pineapple fanta, yummy :D

i will now stop whining at the world XD

Do you know who i am? good, neither do i

2008-01-28T04:06:11Z

Alas, I am now back in college, and classes start tomorrow *weeps*

and it was such a pain syncing up to the Internet here, it took me a good two hours to make it work, and even though i cursed like a sailor, and was this close to chucking my bouncy ball at my computer screen, it finally worked ~~thank god~~ XD

I have been on such a cobra starship faze (the subject line being from Prostitution Is The World's Oldest Profession (And I, Dear Madame, Am A Professional) on viva la cobra) oh gabe, i wouldn't mind being in your basement ~~and watching the OC~~ XD

today being my last day of freedom, i tired to be "productive" (well my version of productive) i wanted to watch marie antoinette, but my mom was all yelly and wanted the sheets changed, so that plan got kaboshed 30 minutes into the movie, and then i wanted to play a good two hours of final fantasy XII, i died three times, and in 2 hours, i didn't progress at all *weeps* i will just have to try the level again next week ~~after looking at some walkthroughs~~ XD

yesterday my brother went to a movie party, and guess what they saw....cloverfield. keep in mind that my brother is 7 years old, so wtf? he actually liked the movie, and i am jealous cause i wanted to see it, and i still haven't seen sweeney todd yet *tear* i really wanted to, maybe i will bother magdi into seeing it this weekend or something.

Also yesterday I went to a hoe down (sp?) type thing, it was a pasta dinner and a night of square dancing, and well...even though it sounds like...well...its a hoe down, but it was actually quite fun, i went with my friends magdi and vicky, and vicky's cousin was also there (who, for the life of me i can't remember her name XD) and we just chatted about the most random things, and danced really haphazardly while laughing hysterically XD ah good times

Tagged by joyinthedance

a. list seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself
b. tag seven people to do the same
c. do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it"

1. I have shit memory, it is so bad that i sometimes forget simple words ~~and not so simple words~~, and when those words escape me, i stutter and splutter, till i remember hte word or try to explain, and some if those explanations can be quite hilarious XD

2. for me to remember where something is, i have to leave it in the exact same place, and after a few times, it becomes a body memory for me, that i don't even think when i for example put on my watch or something its automatic and i sometimes don't even realize i am doing it, but if you move the item from its designated area, i am all screwed up and it throws me all off, and i flail my arms around like a helpless bird

3. I stress double ss's into z's, so for example when i say the word obsessed, it sounds like obsezzed

4. i can't write in all capital letters, i may start out fine, but every couple of letters come out lowercase, and it is really annoying and i can't seem to stop it XD

5. when i first learn a language the thing that i am the most proficient at is reading the language, i can't speak it, i can't write it, but i can read it

6. i have photographic memory, and when i give directions, or when i am trying to figure out how to get somewhere, i have a 3D mental map, buildings and everything included, pop into my head, and when i am trying to retrace my steps, i picture it as a fast rewind of a movie

7. i can read speed read and quickly comprehend the material, i can do an 800 page book in five hours (harry potter tested XD) which means that i didn't have to skim read for the SATs, hells yeah XD

Tagging:

I tag periculosa, _cherrywolf_, citylightsxx, kururuu, starcrossed, musictoyourlips, and ___twinklefaex have fun~

well hello department of backstory

2008-01-25T20:40:56Z

It would seem that i chopped off five pounds of my hair and streaked it red...again.

XD

it looks good though, but it is a little shorter than i would like, i can barely get it into a ponytail.

And i will cam whore it soon, but not now, i look like a ragamuffin XD (luffs that word XD)

I have decided to split up my epic picspam of doom, which i thought would be done by now but it is not, into sections, so it would be easier to handle, so except imminent fangirling within the next ~~month~~ week XD.

i have been getting my last hours of final fantasy XII in before i leave on sunday to go back to stony brook ~~NOOOOOOOO THEY CAN'T MAKE ME!!!!~~

and don't you just hate it when your walking your character along and then they just stop to have this long ass cut scene that gives stupid backstory that you all ready know, and they take forever and a day to do it, well i do

so no love from me today department of backstory, you where to long and unnecessary ~~but plz to be making your self known in naruto, i kinda want to know some of that, and give me moar yondaime plzkthnx XD~~

i don't want to go back *weeps* i can become a professional slacker or something....

beam me up scotty

2008-01-24T04:18:25Z

what the fuck world? heath ledger is dead? dude....seriously not cool world

RIP Heath Ledger, you will be missed

In other news....OMFG STAR TREK MOVIE TEASER!!!!!

*LOVE* why yes i am a big star trek fan and need a big tatto of the word nerd on my forehead XD, but guh STAR TREK MOVIE!!!!

AND GUESS WHAT?!?!?! simon pegg from shuan of the dead and hot fuzz fame is playing scotty!!!

SSSCCCOOOTTTYYYY!!!!! *LOVE*

:D

anyway, i found out i have to go back to college this sunday afternoon *does not want*

THEY CAN NEVER TAKE ME ALIVE!!!!! NEVAR!!!!!!

[icon post] my iconz, let me show you them

2008-01-16T04:16:28Z

so...I haven't dabbled with icons in a while, but in a fit of boredom I screwed around in paint a bit, and well, made some kinda crappy ms paint icons

then I ~magically~ acquired Paint Shop Pro 9 a few days ago, and even though I still have no idea what the program can do, i pressed some buttons, and the results are...okay ish

so bear in mind that most if these icons were made in MS paint

Icons:
[x3]Prince of Tennis
[x2]Prince of Tennis Live Action Movie
[x4]The Sandman (Neil Gaiman Comic)
[x4]Naruto
[x1]One Piece
[x1]Ouran High School Host Club
[x5]Regina Spektor (from video of 'fidelity')
[x4]My Chemical Romance
[x3]Fall Out Boy
[x2]Ryan Ross
[x1]Gabe Saporta
[x8]Misc./Random
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Created with angelamaria's Icon Table Generator @ Bauble

yeah...I know some of them are pretty bad, but I tried, I made an effort XD

so, if any of these icons do entice you, Please Comment and Credit por favor

now back to your regularly scheduled programming XD

secrets for the telling

2008-01-12T01:57:48Z

it's meme time again in the OK corral

and this time it is more about me

oh yes, you get to learn more about special agent duck, i know you are just jumping for joy aren't you XD

1. real name - Jennifer
3. single or taken - Single....alas
4. zodiac- Libra/Snake, and to tell you the truth, these actually suit me pretty well
5. male or female - female, or am i? XD
6. elementary -PS 133Q
7. middle - MS 172/Irwin Altman Middle School
8. high school- St Francis Preparatory
9. eye color - brown, how boring
10. hair color - brown streaked with this weird blond color since the red wore off
15. are you a health freak -hahahaha wow, don't make me laugh
17. do you have a crush on someone - i am a serial crusher, so yeah, lots of people XD
18. do you like yourself- no
19. piercing - Ears, the regular thing
20. tattoos - not at the moment but I will, just got to figure out what XD
21. righty or lefty- right, like most of the world

FIRSTS-
22. first surgery - so far i have had none (thank you baby jesus)
23. first piercings - ears when i was 7, i think
24. first best friend - nicole...alas...where are you nikki? i miss you
25. first trophy - ....connect four championships in camp, stop laughing, i kicked major ass XD
26. first sport - volleyball *hearts* still my sports love
27. first pet - a fish, who was named after one of the power rangers, but i can't remember which one at the moment
28. first vacation- florida when i was one years old
30. first crush -brendon barry first grade, where are you brendon? you were cute then, so you must be smokin hot now

CURRENTLY-
49. eating - cheez-its yum :D
51. I'm about to - watch lucky star on youtube
52. listening to - Pop punk is soooo '05 by Cobra Starship
53. waiting for - life to be interesting
54. wearing - my mcr flag t-shirt and baggy black pants

FUTURE-
55. want kids? HELL NO, NOOOOOOOO, NEVER
56. want to get married - still iffy on this one
67. careers in mind- chemist, chef, author, fashion designer, archaeologists, slacker, working for CIA

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE PREFERRED SEX ?
68. lips or eyes - eyes, but that would mean actually looking people in the eye first....yeah
69. hugs or kisses - honestly since i have never had a lot of either i don't know
70. shorter or taller - shorter, cause i have weird height issues
71. tan skinned or light- as long as they are not fake hurts to look at orange or lobster red it dosen't matter
72. romantic or spontaneous - spontaneous
73. dark or light hair- don't care
74. muscular or normal - as long as they don't look like a body builder than i don't care
75. hook-up or relationship - relationship
76. similar to you or different - i want them to be compatible to me, so what every meshes with this convoluted personality

HAVE YOU EVER-
77. kissed a stranger - no
79. Been in love? no
80. Got sick from drinking to much? no
81. Went to Rehab? no
82. broken someones heart? whose heart i ask you?
83. turned someone down? that would mean people would have to ask me\notice me first
84. liked a friend as more than a friend? ~~sam hernandez~~ no, no one *whistles*

DO YOU BELIEVE IN-
86. yourself - no, not really
87. miracles - sometimes
89. Santa Claus - yeah i knew he wasn't real when i was five
90. Sex on the first date - .......
91. angels - yeah

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY-

92. Is there one or more people you want to be with right now?
kinda

93. If you could bring back someone that died, would you? and why?
Yes, because they are gone and I would like to get to know them better

94. Are you cold?
Since most of the time i go around being tired as all hell i don't talk all that much or i am nervous and have no idea how to start a conversation, so yeah some people may assume so

LASTS-
95. Text message - sarah, when i can't remember XD
96. Received call - Sara PA yesterday, and she has to call me back
97. Call made - sara PA to finalize plans for sunday, which we haven't really done yet XD
98. Comment on myspace: fuck if i remember
99. Missed Call - sara PA, yeah XD
101. You hugged- .....i find it sad that i can't remember *wibbles*
104. You slapped - never, but i wish i did
105. Said i love you to- i honestly don't remember, and that makes me sad

I have to work for eight hours tomorrow, not looking forward to it

WHOOOO!!!!

2008-01-09T03:05:42Z

I PASSED MY FIRST SEMESTER IN COLLEGE!!!!!!!

FUCK YEAH!!!!!

*DANCES*

*JIVES*

*FLAILS*

I GOT A C IN CHEMISTRY!!!! (NOT EXACTLY A GOOD THING....BUT I PASSED!!!!)

but i also got a 52 on the chem final, oh joy

oh wells, my A- in calc soooo makes up for that

wooooooooo!!!!!!

that means i don't have to rearrange my classes to take classes over again!!! and that my mom won't kill me!!!!

oh yeah, i was working on my epic picspam of doooooom when i came across a pic from fall out boyz appearance on the today show and look at this picture:

i really think that circled head is me, it would be hi-larious if it was

oh yeah, i found the most ridiculous yet funny anime/manga/drama thing known to mankind, it is called princess princess D (well the live drama is) it is about three boys chosen from the freshman class of an all boys school, they are made to dress up as girls during the year to cheer up the rest of the boys (in goth loli outfits, that make them really look like girls)

it is made of awesome and nonsensicalness and crack, it also has kenken and saitou takumi in it but that is besides the point

now i am going back to the ridiculously long process of making a picspam, but i am almost done, so it should be up in a couple of days

"this life is missing some spice"

2008-01-07T02:43:54Z

Yesterday I went to the city with Sarah periculosa to meet up with her friend Rosie musictoyourlips (who is now my new friend *waves hello* :D) and it was a lot of fun, full reaction post at a later date (hopefully sooner rather than later)

today i really didn't do much of anything, except watch massive amounts of tv, i bought a movie yesterday called "paprika" at best buy, and i decided to watch it today, since i had nothing better to do.

it was one of the strangest movies i have ever seen.

It is animated by mad house, who also did tokyo godfathers, the animation was amazing, but the story, the whole time I was like "what the hells just happened? it is not making any sense!" but it was awesome!!! the story is great!!! they had these machines that let people enter someone else's dreams, and try to help them figure it out, but some one stole it, and all the dreams melded together, and even escaped into reality, so they had these made parade of random objects bouncing through tokyo, it was fabulous!!!! I recommend it, but with a warning that it will melt your brain.

and then i watched like five episodes of LA ink in a row (there was a marathon on TLC) and i have come to the realization (again) that i really love kat von d, she is one awesome lady, with the coolest tattoos ever (i love the stars around her eye)

and guess what?

I saw the episode with Frank Iero from my chem in it!!!! every time he was on screen i flailed. he wanted a portrait piece of his grandfather on his upper arm, and it was such a good picture, it was the grandad as a young man playing the drums in a full suit having the time of his life. And during the episode kat (who was doing the piece) was late, so to keep frank occupied, they put him to work, they "made" him stock a refrigerator with soda, it was awesome. I was smiling the whole time he was on, talking about how much he was influenced by his grandad, awww, i just want to squish him *huggles* /fangirling XD it made me want to watch "life on the murder scene" which is MCRs dvd thing, but there was no time because we were going to my aunts right after the episode, but i am so watching it tomorrow *is determined*

i really should try to do something else besides watch tv, except all these cool shows are having marathons, like on friday (well all week really) was the americas nest top model marathon, and because i am fierce like that, i watched like ten episodes of it, man i have a serious tv addiction XD

i also have been ~acquiring~ a lot of music lately, from means i will not mention here *wink* XD, i finally reuploaded flyleaf, and kate nash, i also acquired the sounds and the hush sound, oh and cobra starship, who sound awesome by the way. And today i loaded the 1500 song to my itunes, it was...a prince of tennis song...*hangs head in shame* i am a very very sad person who has great music XD